Too much crying...
I am stressed. Worn-out. Beat.
I couldn't find a way to wrap up my column nicely, and I still need a flashy headline for it. But my brain is totally stuck right now.
I need a platform to scream my tears out!!!!!!!!
I know, I am a lame crying baby. Everytime I feel stressed-out, pushed-to-the-dead-end, or overly-beat, I couldn't help but self-pity.
And it seems as though I've "purposely" accumulated all the pain and sorrow for this right moment to burst out. From day 1, when I accidentally got a cut on the back of my right hand, until today, when I knocked my head on the handle of that stupid trolley - which rendered in big swelling and blue black. Plus the fact that I couldn't finish the column. And nobody cares!!!
What a happy ending for my funeral.
Seriously, I feel wounded and abandoned. I'm physically wounded, and I have been abandoned by the bloody deadlines.
Just as you know, I am not seeking for sympathy here.
I... aih... nvm.
haha, poor girl wen jie..
i can imagine how bad the "bloody" deadline can be ....
i was annoyed by my surgical log book due date last week too.. I almost got crazy and nearly suffered from depression.. i thought i will just become physcho.. Luckily, at last.. 10 mins before the due time i was able to complete it.. :)
all the best for you.. :) Never think it is too much, plan for where are u going to enjoy after finish it.. i think you will less suffered by the column.. and hope that you are able to complete it yoy.. :P
P/s: we are totally understand that you are not looking for sympathize, so, pls feel free to put ur anger in ur blog.. :)
Posted by: Joker | January 14, 2008 02:30 AM
Tek... thanks so much for the thought. I am better already. :)
Posted by: Sweeb | January 19, 2008 04:53 AM